Finding my destiny……..

Just got through one and a half hour of boring Psycholinguistic class. It was soo boring that I wish I’m rather dead than attending that class. Dr. Ismail is very boring la. So, to anyone who still didn’t take Psycholinguistic class, please, please take it with Dr. Zahariah or please beg Dr. Zahariah to lecture psycholing. I almost gone psycho throughout the psycholing class coz it was damn boring. The topic was interesting, but the way he lecture is verry boring. Heheh, actually I’m going back home tonite, so happy holiday to you all!! I might not be updating this blog laa during the holiday coz I’m just too lazy and I might end up watching tv the whole time (Yer la, kat uia sini maner dapat nak sentuh menatang tv tu pun, busy giler). Ha, lagi satu even though it’s a bit late but I still wanna wish Happy Merdeka Day to y’all (tak sempat wish semalam pasal lab sumer tutup). As the new generation of Malaysian, actually memang susah kita nak raser semangat kemerdekaan tu sebab kita tak pernah hidup susah kat bawah penjajahan tu semua, tapi apa yang kita boleh buat sebenarnya adalah bersyukur atas pengorbanan yang telah dilakukan oleh orang-orang dulu sampai kita boleh hidup senang hari ni. Sentimen kemerdekaan sikit..

3 things I’m going to miss during holiday:

1) My motorcycle (My bestfriend… huhuhuh)

2) My collections of Rain’s video clip and pictures in my PC (luckily I bought MP3, kalau tak lagu dia pun tak dapat dengar)

3) My friendss maa (tapi kejap jer, nanti 7hb jumpa balik)

Huhuhu, Happy Holiday everyone (yang kat uia jer la)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Huhuhuh, last post for today. Sajer jer update bebanyak hari ni sebab nanti nak cuti sampai hari rabu, takder maser la aku nak mengupdate blog ni. So, actually sebenarnyer nak suruh korang tengok gambar kat bawah ni dan try kira berapa banyak laa binatang yang ader kat bawah ni kan. NI uji I.Q ni tau.

Hah, dapat tak? Heheh, susah gak kan? Bawah ni ader lagi satu. Yang ni kena cari 10 muka orang kat gambar nih. Kalau korang dapat, korang memang terer laa.

Found another very interesting article at Virtualfriends.net. Heheh, banyak betul my post today pasal ni duduk lama kat lab nih pasal kelas psycholing takder. Ni about Italian horoscope. Aper-aper pun, prediction nih just for fun kay!!!!

To my friends. Below, is an Italian
horoscope and you can find a lot about
youself
just by searching your own identity in the
Italian
way.

What you have to do is to find your group
with
the help of your date of birth.

Date of Birth Group

01,06,11,16,21,26,31 - A1
02,07,12,17,22,27 - B2
03,08,13,18,23,28 - C3
04,09,14,19,24,29 - D4
05,10,15,20,25,30 - E5

grOuP A1

You consider love as the most beautiful thing and you love to fall in
love,but a number of your group members think that the person they love is not sincere with them. You love to be with your friends and you are always found to be a dutiful friend. You can
hardly control your patients, which is a very big drawback of your nature. The Person who is ruling your mind & heart these days is perfect for you.

gRoUp b2

Your dreams and ambitions are much important for you and you can do everything to fulfill your dreams. Love is much valuable in your life but you always search for someone perfect. You hardly trust someone. Your friends are really important for you but normally you hide a lot from them. You are a deep thinker you always study the negative view as well as positive. You can lead a happy life with a person for whom you care a lot these days.

gROuP C3

You always prefer mantel decisions more then emotional ones due to this you don’t have a limited number of friends.You consider life a very beautiful gift and you love to enjoy its colors. There are a number of peoples who are your ideals and you loved to spend a big part of your time with them. You are found to be a very sincere lover. You have a perfect control on your emotions but sometimes your decisions really effect your beloved(s). The person who has just appeared in your
mind and you has decided to forward this mail especially to him/her is your real and special
friend.

gRoup D4
Your always have goals to achieve and you can do everything to fulfill the dreams of those who loves you. You have a sketch of an ideal in your mind and you always search for that personality. Your friends means a lot to you and you can do everything for the sake of your friend, you a normally found to be an emotional personality. You have a very less control on your patience and due to this sometimes you overreact. The one who sent you this mail & the one to whom you will send this mail first are your real friends.

GrOuP e5

You are found to be a person who loves to love. You prefer emotional decision more than mental decisions. You consider life just to enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to call FLURTIES. You love to increase the list of your friends and beloved(s). You have a number of dreams but you never
work hard to make your dreams come true which is the biggest drawback in your nature you
take everything much lightly.

Heheh, Which one is yours? Aku group B2. Tapi kalu tengok balik kan, memang banyak gak yang betul. Hish, tapi aku tak percaya sangat. Korang jangan percaya 100% ek benda ni. Just untuk mengenali diri korang balik.

Banyak pulak yang aku nak post hari ni ek. But I found this interesting article off the virtualfriends website. Check laa (girllss only ekk) whether it’s true or not. Tapi kalau ader yang teruk tuh, don’t be mad at me lak,suka-suka jer ni ekk.

Tajul Muluk begitu sinonim dalam astrolosi zaman silam, khususnya dalam masyarakat melayu kuno dalam menafsirkan watak-watak wanita, mimpi, hari yang baik dan terjemahan lain dalam kehidupan sehari-hari.

Ia adalah untuk pengetahuan dan pembacaan semata-mata dan bukanlah sebagai kepercayaan 100%.

Rahsia Wanita Mengikut Bulan Kelahiran

Januari

- ramai kenalan, sedikit pemalu dan bersungguh-sungguh bila melakukan kerja

Febuari

- boleh di percayai, pandai buat kerja, sangat teliti dalam urusan kerja tetapi suka bermain cinta

Mac

- ringan tulang, mudah membantu, tiada bakat dalam perniagaan kecuali bimbingan. Mudah tergoda pada lelaki, tak pandai menyimpan wang dan suka sendirian.

April

-Tabiat lekas naik darah, pertuturan keras dan kedekut

Mei

-Suka merendah diri, penyabar, suka meminta bantuan orang lain tiada bakat dalm perniagaan, manis pertuturan dan mudah dengan lelaki.

Jun

- banyak ilmu pengetahuan, ringan tulang, hidup dalam kemewahan, perkahwinan tidak kekal, pernikahan lebih sekali.

Julai (Me!!!!!!!!!)

-Banyak pancaroba hidup dan godaan, banyak perolehi rezeki

Ogos

-bernikah lebih dari sekali, berbakti pada suami, rezekinya pada suami dan rajin berusaha.

Setember

-Murah hati, tabah dalam dugaan serta mempunyai ramai anak

Oktober

-murah rezeki, keras hati dan mudah simpati

November

-rajin, pandai berbicara, mudah menyeleweng, tidak memanfaatkan harta pusaka

Disember

- rajin berusaha, lekas naik darah, keras hati, bila marah berapi-api, anaknya ramai lelaki dan murah rezeki

Amacam? Ader yang terasa ker? Tepat ker ramalan ni ngan korang? Heheh, aku tak tau tapi ni prediction jer. Kan lebih baik kiter percaya kat Allah jer?

*Rain punyer iklan!! Iklan Vitamin C lak tu. Banyak sgt minum vitamin C kot tu pasal la dia nampak tough and tinggi giler.

Actually, dua tiga hari ni aku asyik nengok org lain nyer profile, sajer la nak buat perbandingan. Aku nengok kekadang tu org lain nyer friends list punyer laa banyak, ader org tu sampai 500 lebih. Aku pelik gak nengok apasal aku punyer nih sikit jer. Aku ni tak ramai kawan ker? Nak kata tak ramai tu tak juga. Lepas aku menjalankan analisis dan soal selidik (research secara menyeluruh) baru la aku sedar yang aku ni rupanyer malas nak meng add orang. Ader jer org bagi email kat aku, aku yg malas nak add. Pastu, ader jer kat dlm list org lain tu kengkawan aku gak. Tapi aku yg malas nak cari dan add. Bebaru nih baru la aku browse list kengkawan org lain and found many friends of mine. So, kalau laa ader sesaper yang merupakan kawan aku tapi aku tak add lagi, letak jer la email korang kat sini. Aku mengalu-alukan ajer. Aku sebenarnyer pun nak promote blog aku nih. Blog aku nih takder la best sangat cuma aku suker gak kalau org response dengan apa yang aku tulis. Actually hari ni aku sebenarnya nak share ngan korang poems yang aku buat and nak tanya korang nyer opinion but then aku terlupa bawak diari aku hari ni and aku terlupa nak save dlm thumb drive aku. Takper laa, nanti aku share la esok2 ke bila aku teringat nak bawak. Skrg ni aku tengah asyik layan Rain ngan It’s RAINing nyer, so tu pasal aku ayik post gambar Rain jer ni. Tapi korang dengar la lagu dan suara dia dulu sebelum korang buat any judgement. Aku boleh guarantee kat korang suara dia sedap giler dan aku memang suka dia bukan pasal aku tengok dia kat Full House ker apa, tapi sebab suara dia memang best giler dan lain dari yang lain. Cuma aku frust sikit pasal muzik dia belum betul2 famous lagi kat Malaysia ni. Nak tunggu cd dia pun, nak kena tunggu yg imported punya, mahal giler. Album baru dia nak keluar November ni, tak tau la aku dapat beli ker tak. Harap2 dapat laa. Okeh, sampai sini dulu la. Panjang lak aku celoteh kali ni. Kat bawah ni aku letak sikit gambar Rain tengah buat performance kat atas stage. Bagi yang tak pernah tengok dia perform tapi tengok dia dlm Full House jer (especially for Dayat, Su ngan Syakira), ha introducing to you Rain the performer.

Ni maser konsert dia kat Hong Kong.

Rain…You’re the one and only…..

This one is actually from Emileen. Sajer nak check whether it’s true or not. Tak tau la nak cuba ker tak. Korang ader yang nak cuba ker? Kalau ader, ckp la ek kalu berkesan. Korang nyer opinion camaner, berkesan tak benda mcm ni??

Rule to find True Love:

1. Know yourself. What are you looking for and
why? In the upcoming year do you want to be in a
casual dating relationship or are you looking to
begin dating a serious prospect. What is your
ultimate goal? The first step in reaching a goal is
to determine what that goal is.

2. Do you have anything from your past interfering
with your ability to be in a good relationship? For
some people to be prepared to be in a serious
intimate relationship they need to let go of old
issues. Do you have any hidden or lingering
feelings to deal with? Are you willing to do what
you need to, to let go and move forward with your
life?

3. Are you putting your best foot forward when you
date? This question is all about how you feel about
yourself. Would you be happier if you were in
better shape, or if you had your personal affairs in
better shape? Finding success in dating often
happens when people are in a positive frame of
mind. If there are issues that are bothering you
about your life or yourself, what can you do this
year to bring them more into focus?

4. What steps are you willing to take to meet a
new partner? Many people have strong ideas about
the "right" way to meet a partner. What are yours
and are you willing to expand yours? Consider
dating online, or joining organizations that you
have an interest in. Make this a year of getting out
of your comfort zone and try something new!

5. Asking for help. Your friends and loved ones
know you the best; if they’re willing to introduce
you to others this can be a great way to meet new
people. It also offers you some support along the
way.

6. Set some goals for yourself that you feel you
can reach. If in 2002 you went on five dates, set a
goal to double that number. Remember dating is
the process of meeting new people to see if there
is chemistry. It takes time and numbers to reach
your goal. Remind yourself of this if you feel
disappointed that it hasn’t happened yet.

7. Pay attention to you internal clock. If you’ve
been dating a lot and you’re feeling discouraged
take a break! Once you begin feeling negative
about dating this will show in your experiences.
Take a breather to look at your expectations and
give yourself some time to regenerate. Once you
are feeling better, try and try again. The person
you are seeking is out there, it just may take
some time.

8. Keep a positive attitude about dating. There are
6 billion people on this planet, and you likely have
several soul mates out there.

9. As you are going through this process be good
to yourself. Treat yourself to things that encourage
you to feel good about yourself. This doesn’t mean
that you have to spend money on yourself; you
can get just as good of a feeling from allowing
yourself a full night’s sleep as you do from going to
dinner with friends. Remember that 99% of finding
a partner is about you and how you feel about
yourself. Confidence in yourself is rated time and
again the most attractive quality in a person. Don’t
forget it!

10. And lastly, have fun! Dating is meant to be an
enjoyable process of learning about who and what
makes you happy. Enjoy the discovery process
and this time next year you’ll be ringing in the New
Year with a loving partner by your side

Agak-agak la kan, If I try it..can I get Rain???

Hehehh, mimpi siang hari jer laaa..

I’ll pass it on if you’ll be my friend
Two Boxes

(I hope I get this back. Please keep this going. This has been going since Dec. 1, 2000 ~ please send it on.)

God’s Boxes

I have in my hands two boxes,

Which God gave me to hold?

He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box,

And all your joys in the gold."

I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,

Both my joys and sorrows I stored,

But though the gold became heavier each day,

The black was as light as before.

With curiosity, I opened the black,

I wanted to find out why,

And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,

Which my sorrows had fallen out by.

I showed the hole to God, and mused,

"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"

He smiled a gentle smile and said,

"My child, they’re all here with me."

I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,

Why the gold and the black with the hole?

"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,

The black is for you to let go."

We should consider all of our friends a blessing.

Send this to a friend today

just to let them know you are thinking of them

and that they are a joy along the way.

A ball, like a circle, has no beginning, no end.

It keeps us together like our Circle of Friends.

But the treasure inside for you to see,

Is the treasure of friendship you’ve granted to me?

Today I pass the friendship ball to you.

Pass it on to someone who is a friend to you…

Convest had ended last night with the extravaganza Closing Ceremony that have Azhar Sulaiman and Waheeda to be host for only about almost an hour. What a waste kan? But then, maybe nak attract orang kot, tak tau la. Recently, I had been soo busy that I even forgot the birthday of my beloved father! Luckily I remember after a few days and call him to wish happy birthday (cian abah..). I hope I will have a peaceful life again after this Convest dan pulak SRC’s tenure is going to be ended this September. I have to reconsider whether or not I’m going to continue to be SRC sub-comm. He heh, mana la tau nak cuba bertanding plak.. hmm..tak tau laa (just a dream la).

Actually there’s something here that I want to say to that somebody who says that I had shattered his dreams. When I read what he wrote on his blog, I feel this world was spinning and I feel really guilty and I wonder how did it came to be this way. Why would he want to make me feel guilty even though I know that is not his intention. To that person, I just want to say that I am really sorry for what I had done to him and I wish he would find someone else that is 1000000 times more better than me because I am just not qualified to be with him. The reason why I’m saying this is because I am just an ordinary girl that really don’t know how to love somebody properly and also because my heart was with somebody else. To him, I want to say, don’t wait for me anymore because I don’t know how long I will keep you waiting. Find your new spirit and I’m sure you will find another girl that is better than me. Be strong like Naruto and live this life without thinking to wait for me, to wait for something that is uncertain.

Sajer nak share story pasal Konvokesyen Fiesta UIAM 05 (CONVEST 05) kali nih. No matter what people say about it, boring ker, hampeh ker, kurang promosi ke ape ke, what I know is I had done my best as the PC (First time jadi PC Convest) and I don’t think Convest tahun ni teruk sgt cuma maybe sebab lack of interesting program. Itu aje la. Lagi pulak takde fun fair tahun ni. Jadi PC Convest kali ni.. memang la banyak problem, tak terkata.. Tapi tu semua adat, lumrah dan asam garam la dalam kita buat program macam ni. Tak boleh la kita nak harapkan semuanya perfect sebab kita semua kan manusia. Ape2 pun, nak promote la kat semua datang la ke Convest Hill dengan Ummatic Week. Kat Convest Hill memalam ader Cultural Stage. Memandangkan I’m an ex-cultural stage committee, sajer la nak tolong promote. Apa pun nasib yang bakal dihadapi oleh CONVEST 05 kali ni, I just want to remind you all yang semua org tak kira committee CONVEST ataupun sesiapa pun, semua dah buat yang terbaik for it. So, till the end, Aja, aja, fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (pinjam quote drama Full House)

I love RAIN 4Ever!!!!!!!

p/s: To all, datang la Cultural Stage mlm ni (23hb) pasal I am the MC with Dayat!! Ader Patriotic Song Competition mlm ni, ader hadiah lagik for participant. So, datang ek!!!

Sajer nak share this lyric of Rain’s song with you guys. This lyric is soo sweet and if you watch the video clip, it is moore sweet.

p/s: Dayat, ni la translation lagu yang syaz bagi video tu. Sweet kan?

Rain : I Do

Feeling each other, knowing each other
I hope that maybe one day we’ll say I Do

I want to say in front of our friends
That we are more than just friends
That we will be together forever, I Do.
And I, I want to know
If I’m the only one feeling this way
Or if you also dream of us being together forever.

I do, I do.
I want to be with you forever, I do.
Whenever I’m with you
I think to my self I do, I do.
I want to spend my life with you,
I dream of us together, I do.
And when I finally say I do,
I hope I’m by your side
And you by my side.

Holding hands, walking side by side
Do you also feel that we belong together forever
And I, I need to know
If I’m the only one feeling this way
Or if you also dream of us being together forever.

I do, I do.
I want to be with you forever, I do.
Whenever I’m with you
I think to my self I do, I do.
I want to spend my life with you,
I dream of us together, I do.
And when I finally say I do,
I hope I’m by your side
And you by my side.

Our love is new
And it’s too early to tell
But I can’t help but dream, I do
I do, I do
I can’t help but dream, I do.