Why???
Convest had ended last night with the extravaganza Closing Ceremony that have Azhar Sulaiman and Waheeda to be host for only about almost an hour. What a waste kan? But then, maybe nak attract orang kot, tak tau la. Recently, I had been soo busy that I even forgot the birthday of my beloved father! Luckily I remember after a few days and call him to wish happy birthday (cian abah..). I hope I will have a peaceful life again after this Convest dan pulak SRC’s tenure is going to be ended this September. I have to reconsider whether or not I’m going to continue to be SRC sub-comm. He heh, mana la tau nak cuba bertanding plak.. hmm..tak tau laa (just a dream la).
Actually there’s something here that I want to say to that somebody who says that I had shattered his dreams. When I read what he wrote on his blog, I feel this world was spinning and I feel really guilty and I wonder how did it came to be this way. Why would he want to make me feel guilty even though I know that is not his intention. To that person, I just want to say that I am really sorry for what I had done to him and I wish he would find someone else that is 1000000 times more better than me because I am just not qualified to be with him. The reason why I’m saying this is because I am just an ordinary girl that really don’t know how to love somebody properly and also because my heart was with somebody else. To him, I want to say, don’t wait for me anymore because I don’t know how long I will keep you waiting. Find your new spirit and I’m sure you will find another girl that is better than me. Be strong like Naruto and live this life without thinking to wait for me, to wait for something that is uncertain.
