Finding my destiny……..

Actually there’s a lot of things happening in my life right now that I couldn’t even believe will happen to me. Some of them is I got to work part time in cyber cafe, (yay! I got to surf and download songs for freeee. heheheh but then I’m working there maa) my best friend confess that he is in love with me, I’ve got truckloads of presentations, assignments, quizzes, mid-terms and god-knows-what and my life just get busier than ever. I don’t know whether it is me or the situation that throw me into this hectic lifestyle. Whether it is me that go looking for all this chaos or I’m just plain unlucky (except 4 the part time work laa). But last Friday I got to squeeze from my tight schedule (chewaaah, cam bintang filem lak) to go and watch movie with another movie critic, Dayat. We both are movie critics la kira kan, heheheh. Dayat was urging me nonstop to watch the movie ‘Baik Punya Cilok’ by Afdlin Shauki. I wasn’t hesitant to watch it at all even though people who know me knows that I despise Malay movies (especially movies by crappy Prof Razak). I just can’t stand the stereotype of love and anak mami. But Baik Punya Cilok prove otherwise. It’s a hilarious movie with comedy style that you have never imagine would exist. It’s one of the movies that make me thought, "movies can be like this?" after Pulp Fiction (John Travolta, Uma Thurman). The humor was original and unimaginable. Even though some people say the storyline was kinda ‘berterabur’ but I like the way Afdlin put and blend his sense of humor into this movie. I read his blog and he even refer to himself as selambakodok (obviously a kodok lover) and I think he is brilliant and have a lot of ideas to change movie industry.His sense of humor always shock me in a sense that it was very spontaneous and yet can make you laugh like crazy. He is also very open minded to those who thinks that BPC is bad. Keep it up, man! I know Dayat had become his die-hard fan now, haha. The other main important factors that make me loove the movie even more is Hans Isaac. Yeah, read it again, I loooveee Hans in this movie. Before this I only saw him acting as a smart and hand some guy whom wears suit and casual clothes. But in BPC he is so different because he dressed up like a hip hop + skater bloke, he’s looking younger than ever and he is looking so cute + handsome in this movie. Or maybe it’s because the way Afdlin direct the cameraman to focus on Hans face or whatever. I know crushing on Hans Isaac do sound weird (Syakira, you might be laughing now) but I really like him the most in this movie. I guess he is the eye candy in this movie as Awie, AC and Afdlin got their own different style. And Carmen Soo rocks! She can be one of the Charlie’s Angels. This movie is highly recommended to release your tension as you’ll be laughing all the way until the movie ends. Here’s some pics of Baik Punya Cilok. Credits to Tayangan Unggul for all the pics.

Crazy 4

The Poster (check out the crew’s list yg kat bwh tu)

My crush…..Hans Isaac (handsome+cute+charismatic)

Strategi—-> nak rompak Kedai Pajak Gadai Uncle Wong

Aside from Baik Punya Cilok, I bought Radja’s CD on that day and their song is highly recommended too. Even though not one of them is handsome (you can see for yourself in the picture below, heheh), but it’s the first time that I ever like somebody’s music without even bother to mind how they look like. I know Peterpan got Ariel (he’s soo cute, I met him myself new year hari tu) and Sheila on 7 have Duta (handsome deeh) but Radja’s strength lies in their music. Try listen to their song Jujur & Wahai Kau Cinta and you know what I am saying. I guess now I’m getting matured because I no longer like somebody’s music just because they are handsome or cute because right now I am also a crazy fan of  James Blunt’s music, Fort Minor and Green Day. I’m crazy downloading their songs these days (mentang2la keje kat cc kan).I guess I wrote too much this time, heheehehhe

Radja

Happy new year everybody. How’s everybody been doing? I’m still catching up with classes, assignments, quizzes and upcoming mid-terms after a hectic new year’s eve that I had been going through. Surely it’s a memorable new year’s eve but I can’t tell where I have it here and let it just remain a memorable secret for me. Today I read a blog of a boy who is my closest friend here in IIUM but now we had grown apart because of one thing: the feelings that come between my friendship with him. I read that he was very frustrated that I rejected him that he doesn’t want to call me or message me because he was still hurt. He was so frustrated that he feel the past year had bring terrible memory for him. I cannot imagine how sad I felt when I read his blog because I have no intention at all to break his heart and I have no intention to do this to anybody in this world. Strange enough, the saying "everything that you do, will get back on you someday" really hit me hard because I also face the same situation as him that is falling in love with somebody who cannot create any feeling towards you. I cannot create any feelings towards him because I have long consider him as a friend and the same thing happens to me vice versa. I have already taste the bitterness of being rejected but yet I guess it was because I had reject him earlier. I completely understand what he feels because I experienced it too but there is one thing that I wish, never blame the person that didn’t love you back because they didn’t have any intention to break anybody’s heart. I never blame the person that I fall in love with instead I just feel grateful he still consider me as a friend. Love cannot be forced as it was a natural power that nobody can ever resist when it did comes. In the meantime, just leave everything to fate. Do not feel as if nobody will ever love you in the world.Just appreciate the friendship that we had today because we’ll never know what will happen to us tomorrow.