Finding my destiny……..

How’s everybody been doin’? Heheh, I doubt if anybody was going to read this entry as everybody was busy with exam and holiday but I’m just updating anyway. I know everybody (In IIUM especially) are now in the exam blues. One thing that I hate about exam blues is that you can’t simply do anything that you want. It was as if your life was controlled by something that does not allow you to do anything. For example, I am a kind of person that couldn’t read books or notes for hours because I get bored easily. When I’m bored, usually I will watch movies, or watch my video collection of Arashi (My latest obsession) in my PC, but then a certain feeling of guilt came to my mind that tells me to read the books and not wasting time on my PC. This feeling of guilt keep coming that I finally succumb to it and go back reading my notes. But I will still get bored then and there is nothing I can do and sometimes I feel like killing myself. It was the same situation that I have to go through every semester and I guess everybody else also will get their own version of exam blues. One thing that still keep me refresh is my latest crush, Matsumoto Jun from Japan’s famous pop group, Arashi. He is a great and committed actor. Being in love with him and his group now because they are such fun people. Matsumoto Jun is Doumyouji from Hana Yori Dango, Meteor Garden version Japan. He do looks scary in the drama, but I fell in love with him after watching him in 5 last episodes of Hana Yori Dango (Kinda dislike him in the beginning) and Gokusen (He’s soo cool in here)and also after downloading tons of his music video with Arashi and their ‘baka’ (meaning ’stupid’ in Japanese) TV shows, G No Arashi, D No Arashi, Mago Mago Arashi and sometimes M No Arashi. Luckily youtube.com upload their their tv show every week so even though I’m not in Japan, I can still watch Matsujun -> his pet name and the rest of Arashi every week. They do a lot of crazy stuff among each other and to other people in this shows. Here’s some picture of my Matsujun baby and Arashi:

This is my favourite picture of him. So kakkoiii (handsome)!!!

Winning an award for Hana Yori Dango. Go Matsujun!!!

With his group, Arashi. I had started to like the rest of them too after watching their TV show, D No Arashi. All of them are so funny. From left is Sakurai Sho (the rapper of the group), Ninomiya Kazunari (The master of pranks and jokes. Always make pranks on other Arashi member), Aiba Masaki (The nice guy), Ohno Satoshi a.k.a Ridda (The leader)and Matsumoto Jun (the kakkoii factor of the group)

Sometimes he look like a girl, isn’t he?

His eyes….and his gaze was another factor that makes me fall for him.

For those of you who want to watch their video clip, go to my profile. I put my favorite video of them (that is also my favorite song of them), Sakura Sake. I will yet to put up their hilarious tv show, D No Arashi, G No Arashi and Ni No Arashi for my friends in IIUM who wants to know Arashi more. Till then, see ya till next update!