Finding my destiny……..

This one is actually from Emileen. Sajer nak check whether it’s true or not. Tak tau la nak cuba ker tak. Korang ader yang nak cuba ker? Kalau ader, ckp la ek kalu berkesan. Korang nyer opinion camaner, berkesan tak benda mcm ni??

Rule to find True Love:

1. Know yourself. What are you looking for and
why? In the upcoming year do you want to be in a
casual dating relationship or are you looking to
begin dating a serious prospect. What is your
ultimate goal? The first step in reaching a goal is
to determine what that goal is.

2. Do you have anything from your past interfering
with your ability to be in a good relationship? For
some people to be prepared to be in a serious
intimate relationship they need to let go of old
issues. Do you have any hidden or lingering
feelings to deal with? Are you willing to do what
you need to, to let go and move forward with your
life?

3. Are you putting your best foot forward when you
date? This question is all about how you feel about
yourself. Would you be happier if you were in
better shape, or if you had your personal affairs in
better shape? Finding success in dating often
happens when people are in a positive frame of
mind. If there are issues that are bothering you
about your life or yourself, what can you do this
year to bring them more into focus?

4. What steps are you willing to take to meet a
new partner? Many people have strong ideas about
the "right" way to meet a partner. What are yours
and are you willing to expand yours? Consider
dating online, or joining organizations that you
have an interest in. Make this a year of getting out
of your comfort zone and try something new!

5. Asking for help. Your friends and loved ones
know you the best; if they’re willing to introduce
you to others this can be a great way to meet new
people. It also offers you some support along the
way.

6. Set some goals for yourself that you feel you
can reach. If in 2002 you went on five dates, set a
goal to double that number. Remember dating is
the process of meeting new people to see if there
is chemistry. It takes time and numbers to reach
your goal. Remind yourself of this if you feel
disappointed that it hasn’t happened yet.

7. Pay attention to you internal clock. If you’ve
been dating a lot and you’re feeling discouraged
take a break! Once you begin feeling negative
about dating this will show in your experiences.
Take a breather to look at your expectations and
give yourself some time to regenerate. Once you
are feeling better, try and try again. The person
you are seeking is out there, it just may take
some time.

8. Keep a positive attitude about dating. There are
6 billion people on this planet, and you likely have
several soul mates out there.

9. As you are going through this process be good
to yourself. Treat yourself to things that encourage
you to feel good about yourself. This doesn’t mean
that you have to spend money on yourself; you
can get just as good of a feeling from allowing
yourself a full night’s sleep as you do from going to
dinner with friends. Remember that 99% of finding
a partner is about you and how you feel about
yourself. Confidence in yourself is rated time and
again the most attractive quality in a person. Don’t
forget it!

10. And lastly, have fun! Dating is meant to be an
enjoyable process of learning about who and what
makes you happy. Enjoy the discovery process
and this time next year you’ll be ringing in the New
Year with a loving partner by your side

Agak-agak la kan, If I try it..can I get Rain???

Hehehh, mimpi siang hari jer laaa..

I’ll pass it on if you’ll be my friend
Two Boxes

(I hope I get this back. Please keep this going. This has been going since Dec. 1, 2000 ~ please send it on.)

God’s Boxes

I have in my hands two boxes,

Which God gave me to hold?

He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box,

And all your joys in the gold."

I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,

Both my joys and sorrows I stored,

But though the gold became heavier each day,

The black was as light as before.

With curiosity, I opened the black,

I wanted to find out why,

And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,

Which my sorrows had fallen out by.

I showed the hole to God, and mused,

"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"

He smiled a gentle smile and said,

"My child, they’re all here with me."

I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,

Why the gold and the black with the hole?

"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,

The black is for you to let go."

We should consider all of our friends a blessing.

Send this to a friend today

just to let them know you are thinking of them

and that they are a joy along the way.

A ball, like a circle, has no beginning, no end.

It keeps us together like our Circle of Friends.

But the treasure inside for you to see,

Is the treasure of friendship you’ve granted to me?

Today I pass the friendship ball to you.

Pass it on to someone who is a friend to you…

Convest had ended last night with the extravaganza Closing Ceremony that have Azhar Sulaiman and Waheeda to be host for only about almost an hour. What a waste kan? But then, maybe nak attract orang kot, tak tau la. Recently, I had been soo busy that I even forgot the birthday of my beloved father! Luckily I remember after a few days and call him to wish happy birthday (cian abah..). I hope I will have a peaceful life again after this Convest dan pulak SRC’s tenure is going to be ended this September. I have to reconsider whether or not I’m going to continue to be SRC sub-comm. He heh, mana la tau nak cuba bertanding plak.. hmm..tak tau laa (just a dream la).

Actually there’s something here that I want to say to that somebody who says that I had shattered his dreams. When I read what he wrote on his blog, I feel this world was spinning and I feel really guilty and I wonder how did it came to be this way. Why would he want to make me feel guilty even though I know that is not his intention. To that person, I just want to say that I am really sorry for what I had done to him and I wish he would find someone else that is 1000000 times more better than me because I am just not qualified to be with him. The reason why I’m saying this is because I am just an ordinary girl that really don’t know how to love somebody properly and also because my heart was with somebody else. To him, I want to say, don’t wait for me anymore because I don’t know how long I will keep you waiting. Find your new spirit and I’m sure you will find another girl that is better than me. Be strong like Naruto and live this life without thinking to wait for me, to wait for something that is uncertain.

Sajer nak share story pasal Konvokesyen Fiesta UIAM 05 (CONVEST 05) kali nih. No matter what people say about it, boring ker, hampeh ker, kurang promosi ke ape ke, what I know is I had done my best as the PC (First time jadi PC Convest) and I don’t think Convest tahun ni teruk sgt cuma maybe sebab lack of interesting program. Itu aje la. Lagi pulak takde fun fair tahun ni. Jadi PC Convest kali ni.. memang la banyak problem, tak terkata.. Tapi tu semua adat, lumrah dan asam garam la dalam kita buat program macam ni. Tak boleh la kita nak harapkan semuanya perfect sebab kita semua kan manusia. Ape2 pun, nak promote la kat semua datang la ke Convest Hill dengan Ummatic Week. Kat Convest Hill memalam ader Cultural Stage. Memandangkan I’m an ex-cultural stage committee, sajer la nak tolong promote. Apa pun nasib yang bakal dihadapi oleh CONVEST 05 kali ni, I just want to remind you all yang semua org tak kira committee CONVEST ataupun sesiapa pun, semua dah buat yang terbaik for it. So, till the end, Aja, aja, fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (pinjam quote drama Full House)

I love RAIN 4Ever!!!!!!!

p/s: To all, datang la Cultural Stage mlm ni (23hb) pasal I am the MC with Dayat!! Ader Patriotic Song Competition mlm ni, ader hadiah lagik for participant. So, datang ek!!!

Sajer nak share this lyric of Rain’s song with you guys. This lyric is soo sweet and if you watch the video clip, it is moore sweet.

p/s: Dayat, ni la translation lagu yang syaz bagi video tu. Sweet kan?

Rain : I Do

Feeling each other, knowing each other
I hope that maybe one day we’ll say I Do

I want to say in front of our friends
That we are more than just friends
That we will be together forever, I Do.
And I, I want to know
If I’m the only one feeling this way
Or if you also dream of us being together forever.

I do, I do.
I want to be with you forever, I do.
Whenever I’m with you
I think to my self I do, I do.
I want to spend my life with you,
I dream of us together, I do.
And when I finally say I do,
I hope I’m by your side
And you by my side.

Holding hands, walking side by side
Do you also feel that we belong together forever
And I, I need to know
If I’m the only one feeling this way
Or if you also dream of us being together forever.

I do, I do.
I want to be with you forever, I do.
Whenever I’m with you
I think to my self I do, I do.
I want to spend my life with you,
I dream of us together, I do.
And when I finally say I do,
I hope I’m by your side
And you by my side.

Our love is new
And it’s too early to tell
But I can’t help but dream, I do
I do, I do
I can’t help but dream, I do.

Actually, it’s been a long time that I want to dedicate this song to that someone (saper tu, dia tau sendiri la). So, even though it’s a little bit late, here’s the lyric that comes straight from my heart that was really really specially goes to that person.. (hope dia baca la post ni)

The Reason

I’m not a perfect person

There’s many things I wish I didn’t do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I’ve found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I’m sorry that I hurt you

It’s something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

That’s why I need you to hear

I’ve found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I’m not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I’ve found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I’ve found a reason to show

A side of me you didn’t know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

This lyric actually really says what I want to say to that person so I think there is no need for me to speak too much. Cukup la sekadar dia tau why I dedicate this song.

Actually I’m not going to talk about that usual kind of rain here, but actually I want you guys to meet my new idol, Rain Bi Jeong Ji Hun!!

Heheh, I know syakira must be surprised that I don’t like Tae Suttawat Settakorn anymore but I can’t help but drool over Rain especially after watching Full House (best giler!!!!!!!!!!!) and his video clip ‘I Do’ and listening to his songs. He had such a wonderful voice laaa. I wish you guys can hear his songs and I’m sure you guys will agree with me (Ask dayat, she got to listened to his songs!). Rain is not too handsome but he is cute!!!!!!! ^__^

Heheh, for the time being I’m in love with him. Heheheh, tak tau la kalau esok2 tak minat dah. Heheheh.

p/s: Syakira, tanak datang bilik aku nengok Full House ker?

Heheheh, actually I just come across these thing that I done a long time ago in some website (forgot the website though…). In this website, just put your name and anybody you know and it will tell you what are you in your past life! (Suka-suka jer nih..) Here are my name and the names of my family and some people i knew..

Syahaize was
a Masterful Greek God
in a past life.

Mohd Andhyta Putra was
a Dangerous Army General
in a past life.

Susaniah was
a Successful Turnip Farmer
in a past life.

Mahmud (My father!!) was
an Open-Minded Monkey Trainer
in a past life.

Shahana (My sis) was
a Spontaneous Cook
in a past life.

Mohd Amalfee was
an Annoying Artist
in a past life.

Siti Nursyifa’ was
a Great Travel Agent
in a past life.

Wan Suzanna Aafanii Adeeba was
a Shy Dairy Farmer
in a past life.

Shahril (My second bro) was
a Large Rocket Scientist
in a past life.

Shahriman (My elder bro) was
a Strange Poker Player
in a past life.

Heheheh, funny, isn’t it? Heheh, well, it’s just for fun, don’t take it seriously though (Sorry kakna, hahahaha). I forgot the website of you guys want to try this, but I think it is some name generator website. If you guys stumble upon this kind of website, tell me nee!!

Haze!!!!!! Haze Everywhere!!!! heheheh, cam poem lak. I don’t feel really good during these hazy days. There is too many things that make my head and heart also became hazy like the hazy day. I was getting tired with lives these days, and just hope that I will have a peaceful life after Convest ends. But still, there are many things to come. Aarghhh!!! I also hope to hear some news from my best friend nun di Perlis coz I still haven’t call him since holiday cause of I’m very busy meddling with my mother’s nagging. if he happens to stumble upon my blog, I just wanna ask him, tanak datang kl ker? Heheheh, hope you are in good health maa. I think I just stop here. Writing things in this hazy days just make me hazy.

Artikel nih dapat kat friendster gak. Aper pendapat korang pasal atikel dibawah nih??

Dahulu Mawi:
Seorang qari yang pernah melunakkan bacaan al-
Quran. Antara petikan surah yang pernah dibaca
dan dilalui sepanjang hidupnya:

"Katakanlah kepada orang laki-laki yang beriman;
hendaklah mereka menahan (merendahkan)
pandangannya dan memelihara kemaluannya;
yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka,
sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang
mereka perbuat" (Surah An-Nur ayat 30).

Dan mengakhiri surah-surah yang dibaca sambil
duduk bersila penuh tertib dan adabnya.

Kini Mawi:
Qari yang sama memerdukan dan menyaringkan
nyanyian. Antara petikan lagu
dendangannya: "siapa bilang gadis Melayu tak
menawan, tak menarik hati tiada memikat. Aduhai,
lemah lembut gayanya."
(lagu penyanyi lama)

Dan mengakhiri lagunya sambil menari lantas
memandang tepat ke arah wanita yang berdiri di
sisinya.

Pandangan Kedua (2)

Dahulu Mawi
Seorang bilal yang pernah melaung azan sambil
berdiri tegak. Antara terjemahannya membawa
erti "…menuju kejayaan"

Kini Mawi
Bilal yang sama menyanyi lagu tema rancangan
sambil menari rancak. Antara alunannya
berbunyi "…menuju puncak".

Pandangan Ketiga (3)

Memetik kata Mawi " ….dia mesti bertudung…"

Dengan petikan itu maka;
1. Tudung Mawi diberi nama dan laku diniagakan
2. Seorang peserta bukan Islam memakai tudung
secara bergurau lantas mengejar Mawi
3. Seorang juri wanita Islam yang tidak bertudung
tidak semena-mena memakai tudung berbentuk
selendang di kepala seraya berkata "saya kalau
nak komen Mawi mesti pakai tudung."

Lantas disambut gelak hilai, sorakan, teriakan dan
jeritan penonton menyambung gurauan dan
perbuatan main-main ke atas tudung ini.

Main-main dengan hukum Allah.

Pandangan Keempat (4)

Fanatik, penyokong dan penonton Islam Mawi
akan mempertahankan Mawi habis-habisan
apabila dimaki tetapi apabila Nabi dan agama
Islam sendiri dicaci, di mana kalian ‘bersembunyi’
selama ini?

by W.U.F.I

::wut u see is wut u get::